Chapter 38

2 years later..

So today is my graduation, el7emdelah; I graduated with a high GPA. I focused on my future, I studied really hard, I payed attention at class. I built myself in the past two years, I learned how to depend on myself. I did this on my own, without my family's help. Fay was there for me, ma ga9erat el9ara7a.

Ahmed doesn't talk to me at all, eli baina kela rasmeyat. My mother z3elat 3alay for a few months bes she started talking to me normally. My father didn't find out about anything!

I lost comminucation with Mesk, ashoufha once every two months. Ahmed allowed Fay to come over to my house to study with me.

Well, I survived without a mobile for almost 2 years.

And the hardest part was learning to live without Wahab.

I never thought I'd succeed, but I did.

I never thought that I'd reach my dreams, but I did.

I never thought that I'd get used to the whole thing, but I did.

I'm a strong woman now, I still remember Wahab and I must admit I MISS HIM SO MUCH, I hope he does too.

I'm hard to break now, nothing/no one can break me expect god!

Il7emdelah ya rab.

I know that Wahab forgot me, he has a new girl now and they're happy. I know that he has a girl that does whatever he wants, goes out with him whenever he wants, obeys to all his rules. As I said before; Wahab jameel mashalah 3alaih, kel elbanat yetmanona so I'm pretty sure ena 7ayat Wahab mara7 tougaf 3alay.

My mom knocked my door " Lulu yalah. "

Me: " Inshallah youma, ka bes bagy a7e6 my lipstick ou anzil. "

My mom: " Elsa3a cham yebdi elgraduation? "

Me: " Be there at 6, Fay will pick me up. "

My mom: " Okay, 6el3ay khanshofich. "

I opened the door, my mother hugged me so tight " I'm so proud of you 7abebti, rifa3tay rasna walah. " Tears started falling from her eyes.

I kissed her forehead " Thank you! "

My mom: " Deray balech 3ala nefsich. "

Me: " I will. "

My mother called Lata " Lata, please can you take a picture of me and my beautiful daughter? "

Lata: " Oh mashalah mashalah Lulu, you look beautiful today! Congratulations. "

I smiled " Thank you Lata. "

Lata took a picture of me and my mother, the picture was amazing.

My father came " Yah yah, sh'hal zain. "

I smiled " Thank you. "

My father: " Mabrouk yuba, testahlain akther wallah. "

" Allah ebarek feek. " I replied

The door bell rang, it was Fay.

Me: " I have to go now. "

My father: " Deray balech yuba. "

Me: " Inshalah. "

I went downstairs, I saw Ahmed sitting infront of the tv. I didn't talk to him, I didn't want to. Ma 3enda i7sas! I wish I could tell him how I feel, I wish I could tell him that I've changed now, I learned from my mistake. I'm a big girl, I know how to depened on myself. I was a kid 2 years ago and everyone makes mistakes! I'm not an angel. 2 years mu shwaya walah!

Ahmed: " Lulu? "

Me: " Hala? "

Ahmed: " Mabrouk. "

Me: " Alah ebarek feek. "

I opened the door 3ashan ba6la3.

Ahmed: " La7tha shway. "

Me: " Shfeek? "

Ahmed: " Ne6ray bes digega. "

Me: " Okay. "

Ahmed went to his room, he came down after 2 minutes and he was holding a bag. He handed me the bag!

Me: " Sheno hatha? "

Ahmed smiled " Open it. "

I opened the bag, he bought me an iPhone and a Blackberry. I wanted to cry jed, I never felt this happy walah. Il7emdelah ya raby el7emdelah.

Me: " Mashkour Ahmed wala ma ga9art. " I didn't know what to say, kent mesta7ya mena.

Ahmed: " Inzain shda3wa mara7 etlemeny? "

I hugged him so tight  " Mashkour wayed walah. "

Ahmed: " Testahlain akther Lulu, I miss you so much. "

" I miss you too walla. " I replied

Ahmed: " I hope you know that what I did in the past two years was for your own good, I want whats best for you, I hope you learned from your mistake. I saw what you did walah el3athem no words can describe how much I'm proud of you, you worked really hard! I wish you the best. "

Me: " Ahmed, I learned from my mistake and I'll never do it again. Thank you so much! Walah you seriously made my day. "

He smiled " Yalah la et2akhrain 3ala Fay. "

Me: " Ka ba6la3. "

Ahmed: " You're leaving without your mobiles? "

Me: " Ma yamdi il7en arakeb elkha6, leman ared ashaghla. "

Ahmed: " 3ala ra7tech. "

I smiled, opened the door and went out.

I never expected this to happen, not today. Finally I got back Ahmed's trust, el7emdelah. I'm really happy!

Fay: " Zir3eny akther. "

Me: " Asfa walah bes shasawy. "

Fay: " Ma 9ar shay? "

Me: " Embala. "

Fay: " Sh9ar? "

I told Fay everything, she was happy for me.

I went to my graduation party, everything was perfect. I cried! Tears of happiness, now I'm going to start a new life in college, a new life without regrets and mistakes. I promised myself that I'll focus on my future more than anything.

I knew who are my true friends, I shared the best/worst moments with them. They stood by my side when I needed them the most! I'm really happy.

Dear high school, thanks for teaching me that I don't need anyone to be happy, thank you for teaching me how to depend on myself, thank you for showing me who are my real friends. Thank you, and for now? Goodbye, I have a new life waiting for me.



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