Chapter 12

I woke up around 3 pm, I called Fay and told her everything from A to Z. She was so shocked, she was happy for me, on the other hand there's something inside my head that keeps telling me that what I'm doing is completely wrong and I'll regret this. Well, I know it's wrong but what can I do? I really love Wahab and I don't want to risk losing him again. Bad thoughts didn't stop crossing my mind, estaghfart raby ou ti3awatht men ebles and I prayed el3a9er, after that I changed to my A&F baby pink training ou sawait sha3re kouba, I applied some make up and I went downstairs to meet up with the girls.

Mesk: " Hala walah hala bl zayn kelah. "

I hugged her  " Ahlain. "

Mesk whispered " Ha shlounech al7en? "

Me: " So much better, thank you! "

Fara7: " Ha 9ayren 7abayeb 3ishtaw. "

I hate Fara7, I really do! I don't know why. I used to hate Mesk too, but after what she did yesterday 7abait'ha wayed.

Mesk: " Me7tara 7adech. "

I laughed.

Fara7: " Madry a7tar 3ala shinu 3ad. "

Mesk: " 7a9elich 3ad Lulu. "

" Hahah 7abebty. " I said

Fara7: " Enzain chabaw chabaw shway, ela Lulu wain rifejtich Fay? "

Me: " Ma tegdar etye, 3endaha 3ers. "

Fara7: " Aha okay, ela bagoul Khaloud shfeh em3a9eb 3alaich? "

Me: " Walain, this guy doesn't know how to keep his mouth shut. "

Fara7 laughed " La 7aram 3alaych wala ma gal shay, bes ana 7asait ena feeh shay le2ana he smoked 3 packs of cigarettes wara ba3ath, re7t kalamta chan egoul ena met'hawesh weyach. "
Me: " Oh, ou shgal ba3ad? "

Fara7: "  Madri, gali ask her when she wakes up. "

Me: " Maku shay, salfa sakhefa. "

Fara7: " Lulu entay tadren ena uhwa ey7bech 9a7? "

Me: " Well.. "

She interrupted " I know enech tadren, 7aram 3alaych wala el9bay sharech ou 7ail emout 3alaych la takhserena Lulu, you'll never find someone who loves you like Khaled, uhwa i7ebich since you guys were kids. Ou he's planning to marry you ye3ni! "

" Fara7, ana ma gelt shay 3an Khaled bes ana ma a7eba methel ma uhwa ey7bny. I don't want to marry a7ad i9erli, aby atzawaj wa7ed bara el3ayla. " I replied

Fara7: " Aah entay shaklech shayfatlech shoufa ha? "

Me: " SHAKU! Bes I don't want to marry wa7ed ma a7eba, wa7ed a3tebra nefs ekhouy. Ilsalfa mu qa9eb ou tara ilzawaj mu le3ba, I have to choose the right guy. The guy I want to spend my whole life with, I don't see my self with Khaled at all. He's not my type! He's my brother. "

Fara7: " Ya enta ya type, sheno type-ech? "

Me: " I don't know. "

Mesk: " Bes ma t7eson etha Khaled proposed and Lulu rejected him ra7 e9er mashakel bel3ayla? Ye3ni Khalte ra7 etgoul shfeh weldi? Why did she reject him? Ou suwalif ya3ni. "

Me: " I don't know walla. "

Fara7: " 3ad khalte 3endaha kelish wela weldy, abaih a7es bet9er salfa! "

Mesk: " Uff 7ada. "

Me: " Shfekum ga3den etfakrun chethe? He's not going to propose, ou ba3dain i9er khair 3ala ma nekbar ou endish jam3a yemken eshofla bent menak ou i7ebha ou yensani. "

Fara7: " Ohh 3ad Khaled lay7anech. "

Mesk laughed " Uff! "

" Please 3ady etghayroun elmawthou3? " I said.

Mesk: " Ee afa 3alaich en'3ayer elmawthou3 laish man'3ayra. "

Fara7: " Ela Lwailwa bas2elich. "

Me: " Mmmm? "

Fara7: " Hathe rfejtich bent Al-****** "

Me: " Ee Jenna, shfeha? "

Fara7: " Ekhoha shmel7a, shkubra? "

Me: " Kuberna! "

Fara7: " 9ij? Ya7laila "

Me: " Eeh. "

Fara7: " Maykalem? "

Wayhe gam ege6 alwan.

" Wana shdarane. " I said.

Fara7: " Way eyanen eyanen! Enzain Lwailwa shda3wa ana your cousin, kalmay ekhta golelaha ekhoch ma yabe ekalem? Choud e9er ne9eb. "

Ok? Walah el3athem I'm going to explode any second now, brou7y akraha ham etye ou itgoul chethe? 3aib walah 3aib.

Me: " Enshala ma agoulaha ukhoch yabe ekalem wela la. "

Fara7: " Way 3athab hal 9bay, shino thegel ou ma ya36e wayh! Ele ekalemha khara feha sheno ma7'6o6a wedy ashofha hal chalba wagom a6eg'ha 6ag, inshala yet'haweshon ou efeloun elyoum gabel bacher 3ashan ayeeb rasa. "

9ij walah?

Lulu.. CALM DOWN!

Stay calm, stay calm.

UGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Me: " Haw wintay shaku fehom? Wa3alaya teg3iden etda3en 3ala elbnaya wentay mat3arfenha. Alah ekhalehum 7ag ba3ath! "

Fara7: " Ya3ne et3arfenha ha? Akhaf entay Lwailo. "

Me: " Ha-a? Abaih shaku, inshala ma akalma a9lan wai3 jaikar. "

Fara7 laughed " Shfech shfech, adry ena mu entay at'3ashmar! Lo entay chan defantich walah. "

Wayed et'6a7ek Fara7 mashala 3alaiha, I didn't lose my temper yet.

Me: " Inzain bes khala9 chub. "

Khaled came.

Khaled: " Ilsalam. "

All of us replied " Wa3alaikum elsalam. "

Fara7: " Khaloud bada3t zegayer bessek! "

Khaled: " Elzigara hathe ele ba7thefha 7ag ele eb bali. "

Fara7: " Ou minu eb balek? "

He laughed.

Khaled: " Walak Far7o fe nas 8atheni. "

Fara7: " Laysh? "

Khaled: " Uhma 3abalhom ene bakhalehom, ya7sebon ena entehaina ma daraw;) "

Fara7: " Shenu ya3ni? "

Khaled: " Ya3ne elwa3ad gedam ou beshofon. "

He was giving me those shitty stares!

Fara7: " Yuma menek. "

Laf 3alay.

Khaled: " Lulu shlonech? "

" Tamam. Yala ana lazim agoum barou7 elshalaih " I replied.

Khaled said sarcasticlly: " Laish 3ala wayn? "

" 7al8eti eb tabdi now. " I said

Khaled: " 7alqitich? Aha. "

Mesk: " Way Lulu shoufay ele3ada ye3ni. "

Me: " La magder ele3ada elsa3a 5 akon nayma. "

Khaled: " 8a9dich et9e3en 3alba7ar. "

Me: " Na3am Khaled? Shfek ga6 wayhek eb kelshay? Khala9 fech yer7am umek fech mat7es nefsik lazga? Bes khala9! "

Khaled: " Ma et7amlain '3ashmara? "

Me: " La ma at7amal. "

Khaled: " Shda3wa 3alaich ma3araftech yal dalou3a ya 7alema. "

Me: " Wayed et'tha7ek mashala 3alaik. "

Fara7: " HEY ENTAW, Shfekom!!!! "

Me: " Shdarany 3ana hal '6areef. "

Khaled: " Ro7ay bes rou7ay la t6ofich 7al8etich. "

Me: " Ee adry eny barou7. " 

And I went inside shalaihna. I was chatting with Wahab on BBM, and I tweeted " Thanks for ruining my day:) #nitm "

Wahab: " PING!!! "

" PING!!! "

" PING!!! "

" PING!!! "

" Who ruined your day? "

Me: " Khaled:) "

Wahab: " Shsawa ba3ed? And why didn't you tell me? "

I told him what Khaled did.

Wahab: " Uhwa shyabi? Uhwa shaku khara 3alaih, walah il3athem lo bedy chan gemt ou 6agaita. Ou Lulu laysh ma gelteli 7azat'ha? Ana akher men ya3lam? "

Me: " Ye3ni Wahab mu muhem elmawthou3 3ashan agoulek eyah. "

Wahab: " Mu muhem 3endich, bes muhim 3endy! Lulu metsaw3eba shenu ya3ne he's trying to take you away from me? "

Me: " Ma yegder! "

Wahab: " Bas2elich su2al o jawbeni. "

Me: " Sure. "

Wahab: " Lo ana bent khalte tsawe nafs ele Khaled esaweh ou agoulech it's not a big deal, mu muhim! Et7ebny shinu ya3ne, she wants to marry me shinu ya3ne. Bl6agag kaifha, ou akhesh 3anech elashya2 ele etgoulha, terthain? "

Me: " La' 6ab3an! "

Wahab: " Khala9 3ayal, gabel la etsawen ayshay 7e6ay nafsich eb mukane o takhayelai shenu bekoun shi3orech. "

Me: " Wahab la tkaber elsalfa khala9 fahamt wala. "

Wahab: " Mu ga3ed akaber elsalfa Lulu! "

Me: " Ok. "

Wahab: " La tnafsen! "

Me: " Ma nafast. "

Wahab: " 7abeby? "

Me: " Mm? "

Wahab: " 7alat elm3a9ben, I'm sorry walah! Bes shway narfazteny. "

Me: " Ma sawait shey Wahab! "

Wahab: " Adre, bes lazim itgolele shi9er ma3a Khaled. Lulu I'm your husband, ou hal ashya2 et'hemny! "

Me: " Hmm husband? x_x "

Wahab: " Yup, entay zoujti 7abebty kaify.  "

Me: " x_x "

Wahab: " Khala9 baba la net'hawash 3ashan hal khara, ou etha 9ar ay shay gouleli. "

Me: " Enshala, wala ba3ed ebrou7y metnarfiza men Fara7. "

Wahab: " Your cousin? Shsawat ba3ed? "

Me: " Maly khelg agoul elsalfa ou an8ath again. "

Wahab: " Wainch baba? "

Me: " Belshalaih. "

Wahab: " Agder ashoufich? "

Me: " Madri Khaled mawjuud. "

Wahab: " Khara eb hal Khaled zain! Inzain can I call you? "

Me: " La Wahab, we already discussed this, ma naby calls. "

Wahab: " Le meta ya3ne ma nabe calls? "

Me: " Madry, Wahab please saker hal salfa. "

Wahab: " Inzain aby ashufich 3ala ela8al. "

Me: " Ilfayer shayefni Wahab "

Wahab: " Ma noulah ya3ne? "

Me: " Imbala x_x "

Wahab: " Inzain come shalaihna ou goulay enech betru7en 7ag Jenna. "

Me: "  Wetha Khaled gal shay? "

Wahab: " Etha gal shay ou 7anach ena beyey weyach 3a9bay ou goulay enech mentay yaya. "

Me: " Ok. "

I know ena calls ahwan men eny ashoufa ou ag3ad weyah, bes ye3ni hathe mu awal mara ashoufa. I don't know how to explain this, bes I'm not satisfied with the " calling him " thing. Awel shay I know I'll be addicted to his voice and I want to call him everyday/night.Thany shay it's the main reason shloun ele ekalmun ahalhum echekunhum ou i9er suwalif.  

Re7t bara and Khaled wasn't there ashwa. On the way my heart was beating so fast!
I wasn't scared, I was kinda nervous. I reached Wahabi's chalet.

Wahab: " Hala belzain! Hala bele makheth '3ala elgalb kela, hala bele te7eba kel asbaby "

I was blushing " Hi. "

Wahab: " Emshay khal neg3ad. "

Me: " Yalah. "

We sat on a couch ele et9er chenha dairofa, 3araftuha? Ele tet7arak.

Wahab: " So, Fara7 shemsawetlich? "

Eshta6ait shway and I was imitating " Abaih Wahab tekhayal she didn't stop talking about you, way abaih Wahab eyanen abaih Lulu tukfain ask his sister Wahab yabe ekalem? Abaih Wahab ekalem? Way eyanen a7eba, way cute abaih "

Wahab: " Chan geltelaha ena I'm single ou ma 3indy a7ad ou abe akalem. "

" 9ij walah? " I replied.

Wahab laughed: " Eeh ba3ed shenu hatha el9ij. "

Me: " Ok. "

Ou 6angart, I know that he's kidding. Bes kaifi 3a9abt!

Wahab: " Inzain golele 7elwa? "

Me: " La tlawi3 elchabd, bethab6 nefsik. "

Wahab: " La7tha la7tha, nefsy? 3ayal aked mazyona. "

Me: " Aha. "

Wahab: " Lulu? "

Me: " Na3am? "

Wahab: " Luluuuu."

Me: " Shtaby? "

Wahab: " Shfech em3a9ba? "

Me: " Mu m3a9ba a9lan ana shaku fekum bel 6agag. "

He laughed " A6afrech! "

Me: " Hahahahahaha. "

He held my hand, awal ma mesak'ha negazt men elkhar3a ou wakhart edi ebsera 3ala asas eni em3a9ba.

Wahab: " Etgharen? "

Me: " Hahahahah abaih shaku? "

Wahab held my hand again, I melted.

" Tgharen? " He asked again.

Me: " Madry. "

Wahab came closer and whispered " Lulu, tgharen? "

Me: " Mn zenek 3ashan aghar? "

Wahab laughed " Etgharen? "

Me: " La2. "

Wahab: " 3ayal khala9 thab6ely Fara7. "

Me: " Mabi. "

Wahab: " Inzain laish? "

Me: " Kaifi. "

Wahab: " La' lazim fe sibab. "

Me: " Eeh "

Wahab: " Eeh sheno? "

Me: " 3ala elsu2al ele msa3. "

I felt his happiness " Itgharen? "

I wasn't looking at him.

Me: " Hahaha, yimken. "

Wahab: " Lulu 6al3eny, 7e6ay 3ainech eb 3aini. "

I looked at him.

Wahab: " Etgharen 3alay? "

Me: " Ee ee iff! "

Wahab: " Shkether? "

Me: " Wai3 Wahab madry wayed. "

Mu met3awda 3ala elkalam ele chethy AT ALL, I don't know how to respond.

Wahab: " A7eb ele egharuun. "

I smiled ou 6ala3t ta7at.

Wahab lifted up my chin " Tadren eny a7ebich 9a7? "

Me: " Wahab lazim amshy. "

He laughed, he knows eny mesta7ya ou I'm not used to ' elkalam el7ilu ' so he excused me.

Wahab: " Tara mu kelmara ba6awefha ha. "

Me: " Eh eh ok. "

Wahab: " Inzain mara7 tlemeny gabel latrou7en? "

Me: " Wahaaaaaab. "

Wahab: " Khala9 khala9, I'm sorry. "

Me: " 3afya. "

Wahab: " Yala awal ma to9len golele ok? "

Me: " Inshalah. "

Wahab: " Take care. "

Me: " I will. "