Chapter 40

I looked at Fay " Sima3tay eli ana sima3ta? "

Fay was shocked too. " Eeh sima3t! "

Me: " I want to leave the classroom. "

Fay: " Laish Lulu? "

Me: " Testahbelain ya3ni? "

Fay: " Ok Lulu wentay shaku feeh? Matwagfen mustaqbelich 3ashana. "

Me: " Fay, mabi wala shay ethakerni feeh. "

Fay: " Its your future, Lulu. "

Dr. Khaled: " The girls in the back, this is your last warning. "

Fay: " Sorry, Dr. Khaled. "

The Dr. started explaining everything; grades, exams, presentations. I wasn't paying attention at all, my mind was on a trip. This is a nightmare!

Dr. Khaled: " Thank you guys for listening, and you may go. "

We went outside, thank god ma3endy class 3ugib hatha. I called the driver and told him to pick me up, he arrived in 15 minutes. I dropped Fay and went back home.

I entered the house " Ilsalam 3alaikom. "

My father: " Wa3alaikom elsalam. "

Ahmed: " Ha shlon eljam3a? "

Bismelah.

Me: " Zaina. "

My father: " Meta your classes? "

Me: " A7ad ou arbe3a. "

Ahmed: " Eeh zain. "

I went to my room, I laid on my bed. I started thinking about today, this can't be happening jed!
Ma a9adg 3ala alah ansa eli 9arle, 3ugob two years erid e9er mara thanya?

I slept and woke up around 3:30 am.

SHIT SHIT SHIT! Cham sa3a nemt?

I tweeted " Just woke up:) "

Minutes later, I recieved pings.

Me: " Way3a Ziyad:) "

Ziyad: " Hahaha, shemga3dech? "

Me: " Testahbel? Ma chenek tewa gari my tweet. "

Ziyad: " Gari wela saikal. BYE! "

Me: " :) "

Ziyad: " LOL!:p the7kay ya om dam theqel "

Me: " Chab Ziyad! "

Ziyad: " La jed walah, laish ga3da hel 7azza? "

Me: " Nemt el3a9er wayed, ou tawne ag3ed. "

Ziyad: " Aha. "

Me: " Winta laish mu nayem? "

Ziyad: " Afaker. "

Me: " Aha! "

Ziyad: " Lulu? "

Me: " Hala. "

Ziyad: " Shfeech? "

Me: " Enta tedry shfeny belthab6. "

Ziyad: " La tgolele 3ashan hal khara! "

Me: " .. "

Ziyad: " Lulu men 9ejich etwagfen mustaqbelich 3ashan Wahab 9ar eb your class? Sheno ye3ni khaleh ewali mustaqbelich aham mena eb wayed, ou be3dain uhwa weyach bas eb 1 class ou mara wa7da bel sbo3 bess fa 6af! "

Me: " Hmm, madry wallah. "

Ziyad: " Fakray feha 3adel, ana ou Fayo weyach ba3ed! "

Me: " A7ebkom:* "

Ziyad: " I7na ba3ed. "

This week passed by so slow, ashwa Wahab ma kan weyay eb my other class.

So today's Sunday, it means I'm going to see Wahab. God! I'm not ready at all. I wore my ripped denim skinny jeans with a black top. I picked up Fay and went to the University!

The Dr. Called our names, ou ga3adna nisma3.

This class is so boring!

Dr. Khaled " Thank you guys for attending, you can go. "

Me: " Il7emdelah, emshay asra3! "

We went straight to the car, I dropped Fay and went back home.

" Iff wain my note? " I asked myself.

I called Fay.

Me: " ALOO! "

Fay: " Haa. "

Me: " Fay elnote mali 3indech? "

Fay: " La2. "

Me: " 3ayal wain erou7! "

Fay: " Madre! Dawreh 3adel "

Me: " Maku dawart! "

Fay: " Yemken naseta beljam3a! "

Me: " La shaku matwaqa3! "

Fay: " 3ayal wain erou7? "

Me: " Madre, badawir 3adel yala bye. "

Fay: " Bye. "

I started looking for my note everywhere. I recieved a mention on twitter.

@Confessions_kw: Dear @Lulu_AlFlani: Someone says, Please check your ask.fm

I checked my ask.fm

Hey Lulu, shlonech shakhbarich? Tera your note 3endy. You forgot it! 66******* msg me.

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Chapter 39

This summer was one of the best summers in my whole life, I did everything I dreamed of doing.
I traveled with Fay and her family, I spent my time at Bnaider th e place I love the most. I slept-over at my friends house, movie nights. Jed this summer is a summer to remember.

When I went to Bnaider I made sure that Wahab wasn't there, I didn't want anything to happen, I didn't want to remember anything, nothing at all.

So next week I'm going to start college, I'm not ready and I'm really nervous. I started having nightmares about Wahab, what if he's in one of my classes? What if we go to the same college? I hope not. But there's something inside me wants this thing to happen. NO Lulu, you don't want what happened two years ago to happen again, do you? Of course I don't.

My phone started ringing, Ahmed is calling. I picked up the phone " Alo? "

Ahmed: " Ha yal khaysa wainch? "

I yawned " Tawne ga3da men elnoum. "

Ahmed: " Yala badlay ou nizlay ta7at. "

Me: " Laish? "

Ahmed: " Intay badlay ou nizlay ta7ata ou malech sheghel. "

Me: " Fe a7ed zayerna? "

Ahmed: " Walain. "

Me: " Way Ahmed, ma a7eb chethy goul. "

Ahmed: " Nezlay eb your pajamas ou tifashelay. "

Me: " Iff iff, ok abadil ou anzil. "

Ahmed: " Ee khalech san3a. "

I went to the bathroom, washed my face and brushed my teeth. I opened the wardrobe and started at my clothes for a minute " Shalbes? " I took out my ripped denim shorts and my Real Madrid FC jersey my favorite.
Falait sha3re, I didn't put any make-up. Towne ga3da men elnoum!

I went downstairs, I saw Ziyad's mother, Jouri and wait....




ZIYAD?



Me: " ZIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAD?! "

Ziyad: " Hallaa wallaaa "

No words can describe how much I'm happy right now, oh my god! Ziyad? I miss him so much wallah.

Me: " I miss you! "

Ziyad: " Wana ba3ed wallah. "

I hugged Jouri, salamt 3ala Ziyad's mother.

Ahmed: " Shrayech feny? "

Me: " Walah ent 3ajeeb. "

Ahmed: " Sh3abalech. "

I wanted to cry, ye3ni am I dreaming? Ga3adt weyahom ou 6oul elwagt ga3da akhiz Ziyad ou ath7ekla.

Ziyad: " Shfeech kel digega etkhizeny? "

Me: " Kaify. "

Ziyad: " Imshay khal ne6la3. "

Me: " Aaa.. "

Ahmed interrupted " Rou7ay. "

Me: " 9ij? "

Ahmed: " Ee, methel ma ana ikhoch ham bu elzeed ukhoch. "

I smiled " Thank you. "

We got into Ziyad's red Wrangler.

Me: " Yah yah, sh'hal kashkha. "

Ziyad: " Awel mara tirkebena 3adel? "

Me: " Eeh, 3alaik bel3afya. "

Ziyad: " Allah e3afeech! "

We started teasing eachother, Ziyad didn't change at all. We cruised around Kuwait's streets, we talked about everything.

Ziyad: " Can I ask you something? "

Me: " Sure. "

Ziyad: " How's Wahab? Its okay if you didn't want to answer, walah I'll understand. A9lan legafa meny shaku as2al? Ana shaku. "

Me: " La 3ady walah, ma adry 3ana kelish. "

Ziyad: " Oh. "

We stayed silent for about a minute.

Ziyad: " Sorry Lulu. "

Me: " La 3ady walah Zayoud shda3wa! "

Ziyad smiled " Enrid? "

Me: " Yallah. "

We went back to our house. I spent an amazing time with Ziyad and his family! A7es rou7y radetly.
The rest of the week passed so fast, I spent each and everyday of it with Ziyad, Jouri, Mesk and Fay.
Ziyad added me on BBM and followed me on twitter!

So tomorrow is my first day at college, I tried to sleep but I couldn't.

I updated my status in bbm ' :( '

Ziyad: " PING!!! "

Me: " Ha. "

Ziyad: " Way3a bala way3a, shfeech? "

Me: " Can't sleep. "

Ziyad: " Ya enta ya can't sleep ya bad mood. "

Me: " LOL chub. "

Ziyad: " Ma 3araftech bad mood. "

Me: " Tara kaf. "

Ziyad: " At7adach. "

Me: " Hahah tshof bachir. "

Ziyad: " Inzain sh3endich mo nayma? "

Me: " Insomnia, khayfa mn bachr. "

Ziyad: " Laish khayfa? "

Me: " Madry, I'm nervous. "

Ziyad: " Bel3aks, a7la shay awel elayam wala the7ek. "

Me: " Madry, I'm worried Zayoud! "

Ziyad: " Walah there's nothing to worry about, be yourself, be confident. Lulu you're one of the strongest girls I've ever knew. Elmafrouth etkonen mestansa ou meshta6a 3ashan eljam3a, its your second step of reaching your dreams! Don't let anything or anyone make you feel uncomfortable. "

3ashan lemman agoul Ziyad yefhamni et9adgoun, he knows exactly what I'm talking about Wahab. I love Ziyad!

Me: " Yup belthab6, thank you Zayoud! I'll try to sleep now. "

Ziyad: " Sweet dreams. "

Me: " You too. "

I slept around 3:30 am, and woke up @ 9. I went to the bathroom, did my things. I wore my baby blue skinny jeans with a white top and a scarf. Waved my hair and applied some make-up and I'm ready to go. I called the driver and we went straight to Kuwait's University.

I saw Fay, and we registered in the same classes together. Since we're freshmans and the university is full of students, we only have two classes each week in this course.

The first week of University passed quickly, it was fun. I enjoyed University, we met some new friends; they're amazing.

Second week:

Today I'm going to attend my first class. I wore a long white dress with a baby blue jeans jacket and a suarvoski slipper, waved my hair and applied some make-up, I picked up Fay and went to the University.

The Doctor started calling our names.

Dr. Khaled: " Lulu AlFlani. "

Me: " Na3am. "

Dr. Khaled: " 9aba AlFlani. "

9aba: " Na3am. "

Dr. Khaled: " Fay AlFlani. "

Fay: " Na3am. "

Dr. Khaled: " Ziyad AlFlani. "

Ziyad: " Na3am. "

I whispered to Fay " Okh Zayoud weyana. "

Fay: " Shloun? "

Me: " Madri, I'll ask him. "

Me: " Okh Bu Elzeed weyay:D "

Ziyad: " Hallaa walaa. "

Me: " Shloun? "

Ziyad: " 3ade, tegderen takhthen classes weya freshmans ou seniors ou kelshay meni. "

Me: " Oh wanasa. "

Ziyad: " Ee, bes chub hatha eldr. 3aser shway! No3a ya6red la etfashlain men awel youm ou ten6ardain. "

Me: " LOL, yala yala:p "

Dr. Khaled: " Abdulwahab AlFlani. "

Wahab: " Na3am. "

WHAT THE HELL?

Chapter 38

2 years later..

So today is my graduation, el7emdelah; I graduated with a high GPA. I focused on my future, I studied really hard, I payed attention at class. I built myself in the past two years, I learned how to depend on myself. I did this on my own, without my family's help. Fay was there for me, ma ga9erat el9ara7a.

Ahmed doesn't talk to me at all, eli baina kela rasmeyat. My mother z3elat 3alay for a few months bes she started talking to me normally. My father didn't find out about anything!

I lost comminucation with Mesk, ashoufha once every two months. Ahmed allowed Fay to come over to my house to study with me.

Well, I survived without a mobile for almost 2 years.

And the hardest part was learning to live without Wahab.

I never thought I'd succeed, but I did.

I never thought that I'd reach my dreams, but I did.

I never thought that I'd get used to the whole thing, but I did.

I'm a strong woman now, I still remember Wahab and I must admit I MISS HIM SO MUCH, I hope he does too.

I'm hard to break now, nothing/no one can break me expect god!

Il7emdelah ya rab.

I know that Wahab forgot me, he has a new girl now and they're happy. I know that he has a girl that does whatever he wants, goes out with him whenever he wants, obeys to all his rules. As I said before; Wahab jameel mashalah 3alaih, kel elbanat yetmanona so I'm pretty sure ena 7ayat Wahab mara7 tougaf 3alay.

My mom knocked my door " Lulu yalah. "

Me: " Inshallah youma, ka bes bagy a7e6 my lipstick ou anzil. "

My mom: " Elsa3a cham yebdi elgraduation? "

Me: " Be there at 6, Fay will pick me up. "

My mom: " Okay, 6el3ay khanshofich. "

I opened the door, my mother hugged me so tight " I'm so proud of you 7abebti, rifa3tay rasna walah. " Tears started falling from her eyes.

I kissed her forehead " Thank you! "

My mom: " Deray balech 3ala nefsich. "

Me: " I will. "

My mother called Lata " Lata, please can you take a picture of me and my beautiful daughter? "

Lata: " Oh mashalah mashalah Lulu, you look beautiful today! Congratulations. "

I smiled " Thank you Lata. "

Lata took a picture of me and my mother, the picture was amazing.

My father came " Yah yah, sh'hal zain. "

I smiled " Thank you. "

My father: " Mabrouk yuba, testahlain akther wallah. "

" Allah ebarek feek. " I replied

The door bell rang, it was Fay.

Me: " I have to go now. "

My father: " Deray balech yuba. "

Me: " Inshalah. "

I went downstairs, I saw Ahmed sitting infront of the tv. I didn't talk to him, I didn't want to. Ma 3enda i7sas! I wish I could tell him how I feel, I wish I could tell him that I've changed now, I learned from my mistake. I'm a big girl, I know how to depened on myself. I was a kid 2 years ago and everyone makes mistakes! I'm not an angel. 2 years mu shwaya walah!

Ahmed: " Lulu? "

Me: " Hala? "

Ahmed: " Mabrouk. "

Me: " Alah ebarek feek. "

I opened the door 3ashan ba6la3.

Ahmed: " La7tha shway. "

Me: " Shfeek? "

Ahmed: " Ne6ray bes digega. "

Me: " Okay. "

Ahmed went to his room, he came down after 2 minutes and he was holding a bag. He handed me the bag!

Me: " Sheno hatha? "

Ahmed smiled " Open it. "

I opened the bag, he bought me an iPhone and a Blackberry. I wanted to cry jed, I never felt this happy walah. Il7emdelah ya raby el7emdelah.

Me: " Mashkour Ahmed wala ma ga9art. " I didn't know what to say, kent mesta7ya mena.

Ahmed: " Inzain shda3wa mara7 etlemeny? "

I hugged him so tight  " Mashkour wayed walah. "

Ahmed: " Testahlain akther Lulu, I miss you so much. "

" I miss you too walla. " I replied

Ahmed: " I hope you know that what I did in the past two years was for your own good, I want whats best for you, I hope you learned from your mistake. I saw what you did walah el3athem no words can describe how much I'm proud of you, you worked really hard! I wish you the best. "

Me: " Ahmed, I learned from my mistake and I'll never do it again. Thank you so much! Walah you seriously made my day. "

He smiled " Yalah la et2akhrain 3ala Fay. "

Me: " Ka ba6la3. "

Ahmed: " You're leaving without your mobiles? "

Me: " Ma yamdi il7en arakeb elkha6, leman ared ashaghla. "

Ahmed: " 3ala ra7tech. "

I smiled, opened the door and went out.

I never expected this to happen, not today. Finally I got back Ahmed's trust, el7emdelah. I'm really happy!

Fay: " Zir3eny akther. "

Me: " Asfa walah bes shasawy. "

Fay: " Ma 9ar shay? "

Me: " Embala. "

Fay: " Sh9ar? "

I told Fay everything, she was happy for me.

I went to my graduation party, everything was perfect. I cried! Tears of happiness, now I'm going to start a new life in college, a new life without regrets and mistakes. I promised myself that I'll focus on my future more than anything.

I knew who are my true friends, I shared the best/worst moments with them. They stood by my side when I needed them the most! I'm really happy.

Dear high school, thanks for teaching me that I don't need anyone to be happy, thank you for teaching me how to depend on myself, thank you for showing me who are my real friends. Thank you, and for now? Goodbye, I have a new life waiting for me.



<3

Chapter 37

So today's finally weekend, this week was one of the slowest weeks ever. Ahmed told me that its okay if I went to my grandmother's house, so I'm going. A7taj ashem hawa!

I was sitting on the table, reading the newspaper. Wala mara eb 7ayati sawait'ha bes shasawy malal!

I saw Ahmed coming. " I'm going to my grandmother's house today! " I told him

Ahmed: " Wiya mino? "

Me: " Ome. "

Ahmed: " Okay! "

I went to my room, logged in to Twitter. I checked my mentions!

Aww, my friends are cute! A7ebhom.

@Lulu_AlFlani wainech bbm?

@Lulu_AlFlani bbm wala shay bedounech.

@Lulu_AlFlani we missed you at school this week!

@Lulu_AlFlani salamat matshoufen shar!

And so much more, these mentions seriously made my day!

I sat on my bed, I started thinking " How did Khaled find out? " I never asked myself this question.

Musta7el etkoun 9edfa ou musta7el ekoun same3na ana ou Mesk youm tekalamna!

Woah, hold it!

FARA7!

I started remembering how nervous she was gabel la te6la3, it's Farah. I'm 100% sure!

I can't wait to see Mesk.

I took a nap and woke up around 5:30, I changed to my baby blue skinny jeans and a black leather jacket with a white tank top, I applied some makeup ou 5alait sha3ry 6abe3y.

I went downstairs, my mother was waiting for me.

Me: " Yalah? "

My mother: " Yalah. "

We arrived to my grandmother's house, Khaled's car was parking infront of the house of course.

I was nervous, I don't want to see Khaled. Not today!

I'm not ready.

I need to confront him!

I probably should stop thinking. Kelshey eb wagta 7elo!

I went inside, I didn't see Khaled thank god!

Salamt 3ala kelmen, Mesk hugged me so tight. I wanted to cry!

Mesk: " Emshay enrou7 dakhel. "

Me: " Yalah. "

I told Mesk the whole story beltaf9el.

Mesk: " Oh my god! Ma a9adeg ele 9ar! "

Me: " Eeh 7ada. "

Mesk: " Ou shlounech al7en? "

Me: " A7es nefsi mayta, I'm not feeling anything! Jed wala, mu ga3da a7es eb wala shay. "

Mesk: " 7abebty walah, alah mara7 ethaye3 7ag a7ed. "

Me: " Ee walah, wedy akalem Farah. "

Mesk: " Shitgoulelaha? "

Me: " Lazim a3aref etha ehya eli gayla wela la. "

Mesk : " La Lulu, walah malna khelg meshakel. "

Me: " Ye3ni eli ehya saweta feny shwaya? She destroyed my life, she took away the thing I loved the most! She- "

Farah: " Elsalam. "

Mesk: " Wa3alaikom elsalam. "

I was giving her shitty stairs!

Farah: " Laish chethy ga3da et6al3eny? "

" La walah? " I said while raising my eyebrow.

Farah: " Ha shfech? "

Me: " La el3afu mafeny shay! "

Farah: " Haw Lulu? "

Me: " Shoufay Farah, walah el3athem etha ma khlaiteny ou 6ila3tay bara walah be9erlich shay mu zain, leana el7arakat elwa9kha ele ga3da etsawenha hathy ma tamshy 3alay! Ou walah el3a'6eem kelshey mardoud, entay 3la balech ana basketlich? "

Farah: " Entay shga3da etkharbe6en el7emdelah wilsheker? "

Me: " Shga3da akharbe6? La walah Farah? Stop acting innocent, adre enich entay wara ele 9arli last week! "

Farah: " Sha-ako? "

Me: " Walah el3athem enich 8alelat adab ou ma teste7en, foug kelhatha hamen tankiren? Jed entay sheno? Ana sheno sawetlich? 6oul 3omre a7achich 3adel ou 7a6etich foug rasy hatha ou ana ma able3ich ou akrehech kerh elyahood, laish sawaitay chethe? Sheno eb testifden abe afham? '6aya3tay meni Wahab ou Ziyad, '6aya3tay the8at ukhoy feni, kelhatha 3ashan taben Wahab? Wahab EB A7LAMECH e7ebich sam3a 7abebty? "

She didn't say a word, I know I was a bit harsh on her, bes ele saweta fene jed mu shwaya!

Suddenly, Farah raised her voice " Ee bes walah 3ad ma7ed galech rou7ay wa3day Wahab ou rekbay weyah elsayara! "

....: " SHENO? "

This voice is familiar, I turned around to see who was it. Hoping its not my mother!

Farah: " Oh khalty. "

9ij walah Farah? She was facing the door:)

She did it on purpose, walah el3athem she's A BITCH!

Me: " Mama I can explain! "

My mother: " EXPLAIN WHAT? "

I looked at her.

My mother: " EMSHAY! EMSHAY JEDAMY YALLAH! "

I wanted to cry.

I HATE FARAH!

I hate her, enshalah 7oubti ma ete3daha ya raby.

SHE RUINED EVERYTHING!

NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL.

I'm LIFELESS.

We got into my mother's white Range Rover, I was looking at her with eyes of guilt.

She stopped the car suddelny.

Me: " Shfech? "

She raised her voice "  OU TIS2ELENY SHFECH BA3AD? "

My voice became shaky " Mama please let me explain! "

My mother: " Explain what? Entay 7a6aitay rasna bel arth Lulu, fahmeny e7na fe mara ga9arna ma3ach eb shay? Fe mara sawainalech shay? Entay kel el tabena ga3ed eyelich lai mokanech, 6al3at weya rab3ech shalaihat weya rab3ech safrat kelmokan ga3den enwadech, sharainalech kel ele tabena! Wadainach elmadrisa ele tabenha, uboch ma ga9ar weyach eb shay laish 7a6aitay isma bel arth? " she started crying " Entay chethe mu bes 7a6aitay sum3etich bel arth, 7a6aitay sum3at uboch! Sum3at el3ayla, sum3atna ya Lulu! Walah 7aram 3alaich. Uboch kibeer, lo yedri shbi9er feeh? Entay tadren ena ahem shay 3enda elsum3a walah el3athem ay kelma wa7da tesda7a bel mustashfa! "

Walah el3athem 7asait ena she's going to die any second men kether ma bechat ou 9arekhat.

7asait nefsy yahel  " Mama, please don't cry allah ekhalech! Mama walah el3athem Wahab e7ebny ou yabe yetzawajny! "

My mother: " Entay 3ela balech elreyayel el7en nefs awal? Kelhom chathaben, ga9 3alaich eb cham kelma ou yaitay 9adagteh? Lulu e7na wethaqna feech! Atharech trou7en te6le3en weyah men warana? Mu 7aram 3alaich? Ou alah ya3lam shemsawya weyah ba3ed. "

OK OK... JED JED WALAH HAL JOMLA ELE GALAT'HA AKHER SHAY CHENA SACHEEN WALLAH!

Me: " Mama, uhwa mu7taram ou ma sawaly wela shay! Walah el3athem he's different wallah! "

My mother: " Sim3eny zain Lulu, from now on lsany mara7 e6eb 3ala elsanech ana male she'3el feech, ou ana mane rathya 3ala ele sawaiteh ya Lulu. "

Me: " Mama wela ana rathya 3ala ele sawaitah, walah el3athem walah el3athem eni a7eba ou i7ebny! "

My mother: " Ou entay shdarach ena e7ebich ya Lulu? 9bayan hal wagt yenkhaf menhom! "

Me: " Mama entay kalmeh ou eb tefehemen menah kelshey! "

My mother: " Mara7 akalma wela ekalemny! "

Me: " Gabel la tsawen ay shay 7e6ay nefsich eb mokany! "

My mother: " Bes a7e6 foug'hom theqat ahaly ou sum3ety, bes khala9 raja2an 9akray elmawtho3 mabe atkalem 3ana. "

I started crying, she turned on the engine and drove back home.

I'm literally LIFELESS.

I don't want to live anymore, there's nothing worth living for!


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Chapter 36

I woke up the next day, I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was yellow, my eyes were red, my hair was in a complete mess!

I laughed, I looked pretty funny. Then I started remembering what happened yesterday.

What's the point of crying? Eli 9ar 9ar, my tears won't do anything! I have to start thinking of something else, something that might help me to get my mobile back. Deep down inside, I know that it will never happen, I will never get my mobile back. Bes ok lemma meta? I know ena Ahmed ekalem.

Asta'3reb men ely egoulon el9bay shayel 3aiba, ye3ni boys have reputation too. Leman erou7 yakh6eb bnaya for sure berou7on yes2ilon 3ana beldewaneyat ou eb kel mukan, if he was a player begolon 7ag elahal ena uhwa 9bay mu zain ou yel3ab ou be3dain ra7 yougaf ne9eba.

Well, nobody understands me. Thats what I kept telling myself!

The rest of the day passed normally, thank god I found my iPod touch inside the drawer.

I signed in to Twitter, I didn't want to tweet anything. I don't want Ahmed to find out about my iPod.

I didn't want to send anything to Wahab, maly wayh akalma.. Even though I didn't do anything wrong to him!

I sent a direct message to Fay.

" Hey. Ahmed cought me with Wahab yesterday, I'll tell you everything leman adawim, he took my mobile also. "

I turned off the Wi-Fi, I don't want anyone at this moment.

I just wanted to listen to music, I don't want to think about anything, or anyone!

That awesome moment when you turn on your headphones and turn off the whole world.

7a6ait my iPod on shuffle!

Ana ou galbe ne3teref, this song reminds me of Wahab.

I wasn't in the mood for songs like this one, I wanted something that fits my mood!

But I listened to it, a tear fell from my eyes!

Come on Lulu, whats the point of crying?

I changed the song immediately.

Adele- Someone like you.

Blue- Guilty.

3abdelmajeed 3abdala- Hathak awel.

Rashid AlMajed- El7al el9a3eb.

Ahh!














I didn't go to school on Sunday, Monday and Tuesday!

I told my mother that I was sick, she believed it lana my face was yellow and pale!

She kept on telling me '  Awadech el6abeb? ' ou ana agoulaha la2 mafene shay, hatha 6abe3y i9er feni kelmara bes entaw ma et7ison!

Our maid knocked my door.

Lata: " Lulu. "

Me: " Hmm. "

Lata: " Your friend wants to talk to you on the phone. "

Me: " I don't want to talk to anyone, Lata please go! "

Lata: " No, Lulu she says its very important! "

Me: " Lata, please! "

Lata: " Its Jenna! "

Besmillah.

Me: " Okay, fe a7ad ta7at Lata? "

Lata: " Just Ahmed. "

Shit, shasawe?

Well, I'll act normal. Chena wela shay 9ayer!

I went downstairs, Ahmed was watching tv a9lan he didn't bother to look at me!

I picked up the phone in a shaky voice " Alo? "

Jenna: " Hey Lulu. "

" Hala. "  I replied

Ahmed turned around and gave me the most SHITTIEST stare ever!

Jenna: " I miss you! "

Me: " Wana ba3ed. "

Jenna: " Lulu, I know everything. Wahab told me! "

I didn't say a word.

Jenna: " Lulu? "

Me: " Hmm. "

Jenna: " 7abebty ma3alaih. "

I sighed.

Jenna: " Wait shway. "

Me: " Okay. "







Wahab: " Alo? "

My eyes poped out, WAHAB?! My face became red, I didn't know what to do.

Me: " Alo. "

Wahab: " I'm sorry Lulu. "

Me: " I can't talk now, yala bye akalmech be3dain! "

Wahab: " Lulu, please.. Just listen toe! "

Me: " Ma agder, yala bye! "

And I hung up the phone.

Ahmed: " Ana shgayelech? "

Me: " Sheno? "

Ahmed: " Mo gayelich ana maku telephone? Ma tism3en elkalam entay? 7mara mako mokh? "

Ouch.

Me: " I didn't call anyone, ehya ele dagat! "

Ahmed: " Ee ou eb kaif mino etriden? "

Me: " Ya3ni lazim Arid Ahmed, ma3endy la mobile wela shay aked be7aton ou bedigon 3ela elbait! Istaghfarallah. "

Ahmed: " Entay! Hal slob elkhara hatha mat7acheny feeh fahma? Mu kafi 7a6aitay rasna bel arth? Ha? Agoulech shay.. Entay 3ar 3ala el3ayla, walah 3aib etkonen bentna WALLAH 3aib! "

I stared at him, sh'hal 7achy?

Ahmed: " Ou ma awa9ech rou7ay ebchay yallah! " He went outside.

My heart started aching me, mu 3ala Wahab; 3ala 7achy Ahmed!

Ana 3ar 3ala el3ayla?

I went to my room, I didn't cry. I was staring at myself in the mirror!

7a6ait ras ahaly bel arth.

I'm a shame to my family!

I need to talk to someone

..Someone who understands me, appreciates me! Knows how to make me laugh!

Someone like Ziyad:')

But I've lost him, I've lost everything & everyone.

I took my iPod, turned on the Wi-Fi, Logged in to Twitter

I searched Ziyad's username.

@Ziyad_AlFlani is not following you.

I pressed the follow button:

You've been blocked to follow this user

I don't blame him.

I deserve this!

I turned off the Wi-Fi, and I started listining to music again.

Someone knocked my door.

Me: " Lata,  ma aby '3ada and I don't want to talk to anyone on the phone! "

Ahmed: " Ba6lay elbab ana mu Lata. "

Shyabi hatha?

Me: " Na3am? "

Ahmed: " T7achay 3adil! "

Me: " Shtabene agouleh Ahmed? Agoul ha ye3ni? "

Ahmed: " Sim3eny zain ou la tkathren bel 7achy, telephone meni menak maku weli ideg 3alaich khal Lata itgoulah enich nayma ou mobilech tensaina ou 6al3a men elbait gayelich ana maku! Ana ele bawadich elmadrisa ou ana eli bayebich, maku rou7a tadrisen weya rab3ech belweekend eb teg3iden belbait ou etha kelish kelish 7adich bait yeddety ou mara7 te6li3in mena, 7atan bait Mesk ma Mesk maku! Fahma? "

This is torture.

Ahmed: " FAHMA? "

I nodded.

Ahmed saw the iPod on my bed!

Ahmed: " La walah? Testahbelain 3ala afay entay? "

Me: " Sheno? "

Ahmed went inside the room ou khatha my iPod!

I cried " SHENO BA3AD? ITS JUST AN IPOD BAG3AD ASMA3 AGHANY MAGDAR ADEG MENA OU MAGDAR ASOLEF WHATSAPP WALA SHAY!! KAIFI MY IPOD KHALA9 LAWA3T CHABDY TARA! BETROU7 ETGOUL 7AG OMY GOLAHA BEL6AGAG I DON'T CARE ANYMORE WELA HAL MATHALA ELE BA3ESH FEHA MA3AK! "

Ahmed: " EKLAAAY KHARRAAAACH OU LSANICH HATHA MAY6OOL 3AALAAY LA OU 8ASAMAN BELAH AGE9LECH EYAAH! Khalech gad kalamech Lulu, ana al7en raye7 gayel 7ag omi w uboy! "

My father: " Itgouli sheno? Shfeekom? "

I looked at my father.

My father: " SHFEKOM TA7ACHAW? "

Ahmed: " Maku, el7mara mu rathya takel shouf wayeha a9far! "

My father: " Mu rathya takel ou kel hal 9rakh? "

Ahmed: " Ee shouf wayeha a9far, ehya men kether ma ehya maretha bes ga3da wet9arekh! "

My father: " La yuba Lulu 7abebty lazim taklen 3ashan et9eren a7sen! "

Me: " Inshallah. "

My father: " 3afya 3ala bnayte. " And he left the room!

Ahmed: " 7emday rabech ma geltla, ou elmara elyaya gabel la etge6en elkalam thamneeh! " He threw the iPod on the bed and closed the door!

I still love him, he's the best. Jed jed mara7 alga nefs Ahmed!

Chapter 35

We arrived to Pinkberry before Wahab, we took a table and sat.

10 minutes later,

Fay: " Yala waina hatha? "

Me: " Madry 3ana. "

Fay: " Ee degay 3alaih kalmeeh BBM ayshay. "

Me: " Way3a, ok. "

I texted Wahab " Where are you? "

Wahab: " 3a6eny 2 minutes and I'll be there. "

Me: " Okay. "

Fay: " Ha waina? "

Me: " Kaho, 2 minutes ou yay. "

Fay: " Mmm, are you nervous? "

Me: " La shda3wa, kho bashoufa min b3eed lai b3eed. "
ai
Fay: " Aha. "

Khaled and Ahmed's side:

Ahmed: " Yala Khaled 3endy sheghel ana. "

Khaled: " A7medo wait, its worth it wallah. "

Ahmed: " Ista'3farallah ya rab. "

Khaled: " Kaho kaho! "

Ahmed: " Mino ohwa? "

Khaled: " Wait, and you'll see. "

Back to my side:

Fay: " Ka Wahab dash. "

My heart skipped a beat " Oh. "

Fay: " Shfe wayhech galab? "

" Fay ou 8asaman bela mali khelg sakhaftich, please chub. "

She laughed " Chill dude. "

I took a deep breath, why am I nervous? Mu awel mara ashoufa ye3ni.

Wahab looked HOT he was wearing a navy abercrombie training with a white hollister t-shirt ou kan 7a6 his cap backwards, he was with his friend.

He passed by our table gave us a sexy half-smile.

He texted me " You look gorgeous as always. "

Me: " Thank you! "

Wahab: " Men 9ejy, laish kel ma ashoufech you look more beautiful? "

Me: " 7abeby wala! "

Wahab: " Lulu, teyen weyay elsayara? "

Me: " Wahab, we already discussed this! "

Wahab: " Lulu please! Walah mara7 asawe feech shey, bes bensoulef walah! "

Me: " Madry Wahab. "

Wahab: " Sheno ma tadreen? "

Me: " Madry! "

Wahab: " Su2al? "

Me: " Is2al. "

Wahab: " Do you trust me? "

Me: " Of course I do! "

Wahab: " If you do trust me methel ma tgoulen, ta3alay! "

Me: " Wahab, mu 3an I don't trust you.. Bes its wrong! "

Wahab: " Ga3adt weyach belshalaih, I talk to you on the phone almost everyday, we went to the cinema together! Yet 3ala hathy? "

Me: " I know! "

Wahab: " Many msawy feech shay walah! Etha tabeen ra7 neg3ad bel front seats ou ekoun fe baina space! "

Sounds convincing. 

Me: " Mmm. "

Wahab: " Lulu, please. "

Me: " Okay, bes sayarat minu? "

Wahab: " 9a7by! "

Me: " Chena fashla? "

Wahab: " La mu fashla shako! "

Me: " Inzain ehwa yadre enik etkalemny? "

Wahab: " La, bagoula ene barou7 elba8ala shway ow ay shay! "

Me: " Okay. "

I told Fay that I was going with Wahab.

Fay: " La' Lulu maynona intay? "

Me: " Laish? "

Fay: " Lo isawy feech shay? "

Me: " He promised me ena bes bensoulif, mara7 isawy shay! "

Fay: " La 7abebty, el9bayan ma yamsikon nafs'hom! Lai 9ar shay 3ugob shefekech mena? "

Me: " Ge6e3a Fay, laish et7ab6een? "

Fay: " Sheno a7abe6? Ba3ed hatha el9ij! Remember last year kena en3ayeb 3ala those bitches ele ewa3don ou yerkibon seyayer? "

Me: " Well, my case is different! Our love is pure. "

Fay: " Ya intay ya pure! "

Me: " Walah el3athem I don't intend to play, a7eba men 9ejy! "

Fay: " I'm pretty sure he does too, saway ele eray7ech! "

I smiled " Thank you. "

I don't know why bes yani shi3our chena ray7a 7arb.

I was sweating, I've never been that nervous!

I guess I'm scared.

Wahab ra7 gable elsayara, he parked bel bara7a eli jedam Pinkberry.

Khaled and Ahmed's side:

Khaled: " Wahab. "

Ahmed was pissed off.

Ahmed: " Int ma lawa3t chabdy? "

Khaled: " Mafeek 9aber? En6er yah! "

Ahmed: " Benshof akhrat'ha. "

Back to my side:

I crossed the street, re7t 9oub elbara7a. He parked the car bel corner!

I opened the door and went inside " Ilsalam 3alaikom. "

Wahab: " Wa3alaikom elsalam. "

I smiled " How are you? "

Wahab: " Fe a7ad eshouf hal wayh ou maykon zain? "

I blushed.

We started talking!

At first I was scared, bes be3dain 3ady.

Wahab men elnou3 ele eraye7, ya3ne he's trustworthy ou gad kelmeta. Bes haman kalam Fay 9a7 sometimes el9bayan ma yamsikon nafs'hom!

Faj2a; he held my hand " Alah 7a6a el loun eli a7eba! "

Me: " Eeh. "

He kissed my hand " A7ebich. "

I smiled " Wana ba3ed. "

I was wearing wayed rings, he took one of them ' the silver one with the diamond ' ou labasny eyah eb my ring finger.

He whispered " Na6er hal youm 3ala nar. "

Me: " Walah mu kethry! "




Suddenly, someone opened the door; I turned around to see who it was...















AHMED?




I was pretty shocked, WHAT THE HELL?

I found Khaled standing right behind him!

Ahmed's face was emotionless.

I wanted to cry!

Wahab: " I can explain! "

Ahmed: " EXPLAIN WHAT? HA? GA3ED BELSAYARA WEYA EKHTY YA WILD EL ***** !! "

Me: " Ahmed walah el3athem its not what you think! "

Ahmed: " ENTAY CHUB WALA KELMA!!!!!!! "

Khaled: " YA 7AYWAN YA MO METRABY!!! "

Khaled pulled Wahab out of the car, he wanted to beat him!

Ahmed pushed Khaled " KHALED!!!!!!!!! Ma naby fethe7a ou 6ag hedda! "

Khaled: " 7SABEK MA3AY BA3DAIN!!!! "

Tears started falling from my eyes, shga3ed i9er?

Ahmed: " Bes bas2elek shay, terthaha 3ala ekhtek? "

Wahab didn't say a word.

Ahmed: " LAMAN AKALMEK ETRID 3ALAY! " And he slapped Wahab on his face " TERTHAHA? "

Wahab: " La' "

Ahmed: " 3AYEL ETSAMY NEFSIK RAYAL? ELE MA TERTHAH 3ALA EKHTIK ELMAFROTH MA TERTHAH 3ALA NEFSIK YA WILD EL7ARAM! "

Ouch.

Ziyad called Khaled, Khaled told him ena e7na belbara7a!

Ziyad: " Shfekom? "

Khaled told him everything, Ziyad wasn't surprised la'ana he knew about this!

Ziyad: " I know about Wahab and Lulu. "

Ahmed: " Ent kent tedri? Ou saket? Laish ya Ziyad laish? Wana 3adek wa7ed mena ou feena ana 3adaitek nefs ukhoy! "

Ziyad didn't say a word nazal rasa.

Ahmed: " Isma3ny 3adel, maby ashouf reg3at wayhek mara thanya wela ou 8asaman belah ra7 i9erlek shay mu zain! "

Ziyad: " AHMED! "

Ahmed: " YALLA!!!! "

Khaled: " La7tha Zayoud! "

Ziyad: " Shtabe? "

Khaled: " Ge6ny elbait! "

Ziyad: " Emsh. "

Khaled gave Ahmed the car keys and left with Ziyad.

I cried even harder.

Ahmed grabbed me from my clothers " EMSHAY JEDAMY YALLAH! "

Ga3adna belsayara, awkward silence.

He didn't even look at me, walah el3athem ga3da a7es bel nar eb te6la3 mn 3youna!


I have to explain everything to Ahmed, I wanted to talk but I kept choking with my words!

Me: " A-Ahmed. "

He didn't reply.

Me: " Ahmed please red 3alay! "

He didn't reply.

I told Ahmed the whole story, he didn't reply.

I cried!

Ahmed: " Entay 3ala balech eb dmou3ech hathe eb takisren kha6ry? I call it ' crocodiles tears ' la2ana its fake, lo entay 3endich dam ou themer chan ma sawaitay ele sawaiteh! 7asafa 3ala tarbeyat ome ou uboy 7agech! Walah el3athem 7asafaa.. Ou taben agoulech shay? Ana '3asel edy menich, entay mu ekhte wla a3arfech! Hatha akher kalam baine ou bainech. "

I looked at him with eyes full of REAL tears.

Ahmed: " Maku 6al3a mn elbait anymore, men elbait lai elmadrisa ou men elmadrisa lai elbait.. Shalaih? Tensaina! Rab3ech? Tensainhom, and Ziyad? ENSEEH! Mobilech 3a6ene eyah! "

Me: " SHENO?! ENTA MU UMY WELA UBOY 3ASHAN ETSAWY CHETHY! "

Ahmed was so calm " Taben adakhel umy ou uboy belsalfa? Ma 3endy ay mane3. "

I felt so weak, I handed him my mobile!

We reached our home, I went straight to my room slammed the door behind me I sat on the floor and started crying like a baby.

I cried till my eyes were dry, 9ar lonhom a7mar, I started breathing heavily men kether ma bechait!

7asait wedy elarth tenshag ou tebla3ny, what did I get myself into?

I lost my only brother.

I lost the love of my life.

I lost my bestfriends.

I lost Ziyad.

I LOST MYSELF!

I went to the bathroom, washed my face.. I looked at myself in the mirror!

A voice inside me kept telling me,

You're a bitch

You deserve kel ele 9arlech

A9lan you deserve more

You lost your brother's trust? A7sen

You lost EVERYTHING

Shoufay elnateja ele 6la3at lech men wara Wahab?

A7SEN!

I took off my clothers and to the bathtub, ba6alt elmay el7ar.. 7AR 7AIL!

I burned my body, it was so painful but I kept telling myself ' a7sen, astahel! '

Ilmafroth amout ana, I don't deserve living here!

I don't deserve living with this family, ana bent shuware3!

Ana mu metrabya.

I'M A BITCH!

I went to open the window, I wanted to jump.

A little voice inside me told me  ' Esta'3fray rabech! What are you doing? Rou7ay teyadedai and pray, egray qur2an! '

I whispered " A3oth belah men elshai6an elrajeem, esta'3farallah ya raby! "

I went to the bathroom, teyadadt!

9alait rak3tain and I read a couple of pages men elqur2an.

I was kinda relieved.

Refa3t edy 3ashan ad3y ' Ya raby same7ny 3ala eli sawaita, ya rab same7ny! Walah el3athem ena ma kan eb edy, elshai6an ga9 3alay walah ya rab same7ny! Ya rab enta elwa7ed ele tadre sheno feny, ya rab sa3edny! Ma 3endy '3airek ashkela.. Walah el3athem ana a7eb Wahab ou neyete ma kanat wa9kha weyah! I want to marry him, abeeh bel7alal! Ya rabe enta tadre sheno ela7sen 7agi ya rabi sawly kelshay efedny ya raby ya 7abeby! Same7ny, ya rab la takheth ro7y ela ou enta ra'6y 3any! Maby a5ser 3ayleti maby a5ser Ahmed, bel6ageg ele e6eg kelmen bes ela my family! Ya raby sa3edny ya raby wafegny! '  before I could say anything, a hot tear fell from my eyes.. I found myself crying all over again!

Yeah, tears of guilt!


:')

Chapter 34

This week went by way too slow, maybe it's because I'm waiting for something?


So today's finally Thursday, I haven't seen Wahabi for almost 3 weeks.


I woke up at 7:15, I went to the bathroom; washed my face, brushed my teeth. I changed into my school uniform!

Someone knocked my door.

Me: " Ha. "

My mother: " Lulu yala t2akhartay! "

Me: " So? Kelmara at2akhar. "

My mother: " Ilyoum Ahmed bege6ech elmadrisa. "

I opened the door " Shel6ary? "

My mother: " Madre 3anah walah, chethy. "

Me: " Hmm ok. "

My mother: " Don't be late. "

Me: " I'll be down in a minute. "

My mother: " Okay. "

Shelsalfa? Laish bege6ny elmadrisa Ahmed?

I went downstairs, I saw Ahmed sitting infront of the TV waiting for me.

Me: " I7em i7em. "

Ahmed: " Hala Lulu. "

" Ahlan ahlan. " I replied

Ahmed: " Yala khala9tay? "

Me: " Ee. "

Ahmed: " Yala emshay! "

We got into Ahmed's black Land Cruiser.

Me: " So, sh3endek ga6ny? "

Ahmed: " Bes chethy walhan 3alaich walah. "

Aww.

Me: " I miss you too wallah. "

Ahmed: " Wainech ma tbaynen? "

Me: " Walah mawjouda enta ele mekhtefi. "

Ahmed: " Ana men eldawam lai elbait ou men elbait lai eldawam. "

I raised my eyebreow" 3ayal laish mashoufek kelish? "

Ahmed: " Entay ele kela 6al3a walah. "

I smiled " Khala9 ana min elyoum ou raye7 kela bag3ad belbait ou 3ugob benshof meno ele kela 6ale3. "

He laughed " Khebla. "

We stayed silent for about 5 minutes.

Ahmed: " Inzain Lulu? "

I was busy with my mobile " Hmm? "

Ahmed: " Khaloud shlouna weyach? "

I dropped my mobile.

Ahmed: " Haw shfech tekhasbagtay? "

Me: " Mafene shey, bes faja2tny! "

Ahmed: " Shlounech weyah? "

Me: " Madry 3ana men ziman " I lied.

Ahmed: " Akeed? "

Me: " Eeh aked, laish? "

Ahmed: " Madre shsalfeta dag 3alay yabe emurny elyoum egouli bawarek shay madri sheno. "

Me: " Such a kid, ma3enda salfa. "

Oh god, yemken Khaled dara ena I'm going out with Wahab?

No, thats impossible. Lo yadre chan ma sekatly! Maybe its just a coincidence.

Maybe? I'm pretty sure it is.



I was sleeping in all the classes today.




Could this day get any slower? God.



Finally, the bell rang.


Me: " FINALLY! "

Fay: " Uff, elyoum sh6ola! "

Me: " 7ail. "

Fay: " Ahh. "

Me: " Ma etkhayelain shkether I'm excited about today. "

Fay: " Mu merta7a ana Lulu! "

I pushed her arm " La tg3den etsawen aflam. "

She laughed " Asfa. "

I hugged her " I'm so happy! "

Fay: " I hope always. "

Me: " Taben age6ech? "

Fay: " Nope, Sara betmurny. "

Me: " Which Sara? "

Fay: " My cousin. "

Me: " Enjoy! "

Fay: " You too. Keep me updated! "

Me: " Mentay yaya? "

Fay: " I don't think so. "

Me: " Laish? "

Fay: " Akhaf Sarah et6awel 3endy madry. "

Me: " 3ayal arou7 weya minu? "

Fay: " Hmm, khala9 a7awel a9arefha ou ayey weyach. "

Me: "  Thank you! "

Fay: " 3asa ebayen eb 3ainech 3ad. "

Me: " Ebayen walah ebayen. "

Fay: " Oh ka Sara, yala bye. "

I smiled " Bye. "

I went back home, I took a shower.

I texted Wahabi:

Me: " You don't know how much I'm excited about today! "

Wahab: " Me too 7ayate wallah. "

Me: " Wahabi? "

Wahab: " 3youn Wahabi? "

Me: " Meta nekbar? "

Wahab: " Elsnen tarketh ya Lulu walah, en'3ameth 3yona ou nefta7ha ela i7na beljam3a. "

Me: " Ee walah 9a7.. "

Wahab: " Fathya? "

Me: " Yup. "

He called me without asking. I love this!

Me: " Alo. "

Wahab: " ALOOOOOO!! "

Me: " Shfek t9arekh? "

Wahab: " A7EBICH! "

Me: " Wahab lat9arekh! "

Wahab: " KAIFY A7EBICH! "

Me: " Me too. "

Wahab: " You too sheno? "

Me: " Madry. "

Wahab: " Lulu? "

Me: " Hala? "

Wahab: " Wala jed jed a7ebich walah! "

Me: " Walah me too. "

Wahab: " Ne6ray ne6ray basam3ech ehda2. "

Me: " Okay. "

It was a remix.

- A7ebek mout ana wa7ya kether ma7eb ana thaty ou men shar ou bala eldenya 3alaik kam ana a7aty
La2anek ge63aten meni ou ma yeswak 3endy ensan ana lelyoum a7es eni hathak elmoghram elwalhan.

- Ba7e6 galbe bain edainek hadeyya wagoul lek kel 3am wenta 7abeby, allah lay'3ayer 3alaiak ou 3alaya, ya je3l galbek doum 7a'6i ou ne9ebi.

-A9lan ana majnonak raye7 nether 3younak, et6aman ya 7abebe mafehom yeshbehonak, enta 7abeb eljalsa bader el'3aram ou shamsa..

He stopped the song and started singing " WEL'3ALY A9LAH '3ALY!! "

I continued " Wilzain yafreth nafsa. "

He repeated " IL'3ALY A9LAH '3ALY! "

Me: " Wilzain yafreth nafsa. "

Wahab: " Akh 3alaich. "

I smiled.

Wahab: " Inzain agoul? "

Me: " Goul! "

Wahab: " Sheno bensamy our kids? "

Me: " Mmm.. Boys; 3abdelra7man ou 3abdelrazag and girls; Reem and Jude. "

Wahab: " Oub oub, eb kaifech entay? El9bayan Lam3y ou Lo2ay welbanat Khadijah ou Sibechah! "

Me: " 3afwan? "

Wahab: "  Sim3ateny! "

Me: " Il7en ana a7mel ou at3ab ou akher shay enta etye etnagy elasamy barda embarida? "

Wahab: " Eeh 6ab3an. "

Me: " May9er ma artha! "

He laughed " Ee ohwa may9er a7ad esajel isem elyahel ela elubo, so.. "

Me: " Wahab!!! "

Wahab: " Ba3ed ma gelt shay! "

Me: " La el3afo ma gelt shay! "

Wahab: " Shfech 3a9abtay yal dalou3a? "

Me: " Hatha ele nage9na ba3ed, etsamy our kids 3ala kaifek! "

Wahab laughed " At'3ashmar walah. "

Me: " 3abale ba3ed. "

We continued talking lemma elsa3a 5.

We hung up the phone.

I straightened my hair and waved it men jedam and I decided to wear my baby green skinny jeans with a white top.. I wore my suarvoski slipper, applied some makeup. I took my dark red D&G bag and I'm ready to go.

Ma lebast shay kashkha since we are going to Pinkberry.

I called Fay and told her that I'll pick her up in 10 minutes, I texted Wahab ou geltla erou7 menak.

Khaled and Ahmed's side:

Ahmed: " Yuba Khaloud wain betwadeny? 3endy le3eb walah. "

Khaled: " Wait, kelshay eb wagta 7elo. "

Ahmed: " Walain. "

Khaled smiled.

Ahmed: " Why are you following Lulu? "

Khaled: " Bet3aref be3dain. "

Khaled's black Range Rover em'3ayam ta'3yem super, ou ana ma adry ena hathe sayarta. ma 7a6ait eb baly.

Khaled laughed his evil nasty laugh " HALLA WALAH! "

Ahmed started at him awkwardly.

Khaled: " Keep calm ou ketha. "

Ahmed: " El7emdela welsheker. "

Khaled: " You'll thank me later. "

Ahmed: " Esta'3farallah. "

We arrived to Pinkberry Jabriyah.

Khaled and Ahmed belsayara kanaw.

Ahmed: " E7lef yayebne menih 3ashan pinkberry? "

Khaled: " Yel3an shaklek en6er! "

Ahmed: " Khara feek. "

Khaled: " Call Bu Ilzeed goulah eyey Pinkberry Jabriyah al7een. "

Ahmed: " Laish ba3ed? "

Khaled: "  Enta saw ele agolek 3alaih. "

Ahmed called Ziyad and he asked him to come to Pinkberry Jabriyah.

Wahab.

Me.

Ziyad.

Ahmed.

Khaled.

To be continued..